conservative porn

Some of the silly ironies of the American political landscape have been well known: that the red states survive on federal largesse far more than the blue states, that southern evangelical christians are more likely to get divorced, etc.

Recently we got to hear from the Republican governor of Louisiana about how volcano monitoring (which is to say: disaster preparedness) is wasteful government pork almost in the same breath that he complained about the government’s failures during Katrina. This is maybe part of a jobs program for satirists, I dunno.

Anyway, one new data point, offered without commentary: guess who buys the most porn online? States that voted for McCain, places with anti-gay-marriage laws, and Utah. Yep.

unhinged

There comes a point in the life of a 5-year-old where she has got herself in as much trouble as it is possible to be in. And once her friends have been sent home and she is grounded and confined to her room and is screaming and crying and her parents are trying as hard as they can to ignore her because there is no way to defuse the situation now, there is only waiting for the storm to pass.

And for a certain type of 5-year-old, this is the time to turn bright red and shriek at great volume whatever is spilling forth from your unchained id. Such as:

“You are pinheads! Your heads are full of poop and it is spilling out your ears!”

“I hate you and you have to get a new child! Go get a new child!”

“Let me talk! Let me talk or I am going to call the police!”

“Go jump off the balcony! Right now!”

“Get out of this house right now, I mean it. I’ll show you!”

“If you love me you will go get my friends back! If you hate me you will let them go home!”

“I want my mommy to come here right now! Right now!”

“Take that!” (throws pillow) “And take that!” (throws blanket)

“Stop laughing! This is not funny! One more laugh and it will happen, I will show you!” 

We laughed until we collapsed, actually.

deer friends

It snows and melts and snows and melts and my deer has two new friends. Two!

I see fresh kills along this road almost every day; we’ve been calling it Deerbuque for years. It’s really Dubuque Road, but it threads its way along the lakeside and between massive cornfields, now empty save the stubble that is apparently good eating for vast, unbelievable numbers of deer. I have never been brave or foolhardy enough to count while whizzing by, but I’m sure I saw 50 or 75 of them spread out across one of the fields last week.

My deer is still there.

Her ribcage is open to the sky, and the receding snow has left her exposed, like a friend who drinks too much at a party and falls asleep in a chair with her skirt hiked up. I am embarrassed and feel vaguely responsible. I don’t know how to help.

Friend One is laid out just off the shoulder at the end of a red-slick trail from the center of the road. Two days ago Friend One was bloated, but yesterday a trio of buzzards came by to open her up and relieve the pressure. One of them inspects her dourly, slump-shouldered, while the other two stand guard.

Friend Two is receiving the greater attention as she is attended today by a pair of bald eagles. The prince and princess tear strips from Friend Two’s belly at their leisure, while an honor guard of crows wait nearby. I am reminded that bald eagles are not only regal but also desperately insane. Do not hold a staring contest with a raptor.

Just a few steps down the road, a young hawk stands right on the grass, staring down at his feet like he was caught sneaking cookies from the jar. No dessert for you, young man!

Previous deer updates are over here.

seven

Urgh, I was going to do this earlier and totally lost track of it. I was tagged by Aprille to continue this pick-seven-things-about-yourself game. So somehow I am supposed to pick seven things that are a) interesting and b) not yet already known by the tiny handful of people who might conceivably see this post. Uh, here goes.

  1. I have an very wasteful form of writer’s block. I have plenty of things to write about; stuff is bouncing around the inside of my skull constantly, but I usually don’t actually start writing. I am more disgusted with my self than usual about this, right at the moment.

  2. When I was 3 or 4 my family’s house in Phoenix burned down. It was something to do with the water heater, I believe. I have a vague memory of being held by one of the neighbors, in my pajamas because it was the middle of the night. Most everything was lost but my parents salvaged a soot streaked teddy bear, which made a nice conversation piece.

  3. I used to work for an aluminum foundry. It made small intricate investment-casted parts for, like fighter planes or something. I took carefully positioned x-rays of a random sample of these parts, wearing a lead vest and a dosimeter badge.

  4. I blew up. Did you know you can build your own pyrotechnic stage effects? It’s true. Screw down a cleaned can (a soup can or 12oz paint pot) and run an electrical line into it; wire that to a flashbulb broken out of a disposable Polaroid flash bar. Then just dump about a teaspoon of gunpowder into the pot, and when you’re ready, plug in the cord (or even better, wire the cord into a switchbox). It makes a great effect! However, you should be careful not to be standing too close when it goes off. You should be extra careful not to be leaning down to make an adjustment, with your face directly over the pot, when someone flips the switch on accident. Fun facts: 1) you know in cartoons when something explodes and the character’s hair sticks straight out in all directions? Yeah, they didn’t just make that up, and 2) they can give you a local that totally keeps you from feeling anything when they are digging debris out of your cornea with a power tool.

  5. I have a tattoo. There is very little chance you have ever seen it unless you’ve seen me in a bathing suit or something as it is on my leg and above the knee. It is of a cartoon penguin.

  6. I was in a very silly movie one time. Among the things I have learned from this experience is that everybody gets an IMDB page. Also that one should not assume that no strangers have uploaded video to youtube of one making sort of a jackass of oneself, because one might just be surprised.

  7. I seriously cannot believe how old I look. Mirrors freak me out at the moment. I don’t think I was mentally prepared to get this old. This problem recurs every few years, so I figure it’s an inbuilt personality trait: a deep-seated aversion to thinking about my personal future beyond the next year or two. When I was in junior high — say, 7th grade or so — I’m pretty sure I had no idea what happened to a person after high school. I know that I had heard of “college” but my mental model of that concept was practically a blank slate, and I didn’t care either. This came back to bite me in the ass later on.

Hmmn. Now I’m supposed to tag seven other people. Do I know seven people with blogs to tag?

I’ll say:
* my sister
* my brother
* this one lady who shall remain nameless
* my sister-in-law’s brother (there is no name for that relationship. guy-I-know?)
* Angie
* the white house
* mahmoud ahmadinejad

I kinda gave up a little at the end there.

huston

I subscribe to a book-oriented social networking site called goodreads that lets you keep track of your books, see what your friends are reading, keep a to-read list, etc. Checking out a new book from a favorite author, I saw these two reviews in close proximity:

book reviews

Speaks volumes!

changenerds

The web nerds are all afloat on the whitehouse.gov redesign, especially the blog.

Kottke noted that the robots.txt is much smaller (meaning nearly everything on the site is now searchable, not hidden), and that all 3rd-party content on the site is CC-licensed. Gruber at DF reports that the new site passes markup validation. The most recent wayback archive of 43’s site, by contrast, has more than 100 errors.

This is of course chockablock with cheap metaphor about the differences between 43 and the new guy — he has nothing to hide, he asks people to contribute to the public good, he understands the importance of international standards — but I’m not trying to be clever, just noting that upon looking over the site I had a feeling of “wow, somebody over there really gets it” and this led me to cogitate on the nature of trust and appeal and charisma and so on.

Even though the new guy pisses me off in some ways, even though I think the furor over his nomination and the expectations for his presidency are all out of proportion, even though I’m apprehensive about the state of the nation, it’s nice to be reassured in small ways that somebody out there knows what the hell they are doing.

Look, it’s not like I think the big O is sitting down with a bag of cheetos and firing up a text editor to hack some HTML. I have not confused web design with leadership of the free world. I’m just noticing how the subtle cues have an emotional effect on how you react to someone.

I know some people found 43 tremendously reassuring, at least at first, and were inclined to believe him about basically everything, but I didn’t; I always thought that he had bad intentions, and my greatest hope was that he would be too ineffectual to really screw things up. That turned out to be optimistic. 43 has been an evil influence on this country and the world, and this is not something I say lightly.

I think the new guy has his head screwed on right, and has surrounded himself by smart people, and on an emotional level the website thing feels like confirmation of that, even if it’s a little ridiculous when you look at it objectively. It’s all about the details, which is why there was such a quick response to zunegate.

not too beastly

Have a listen to The Friendly Beasts.